Monday, January 30, 2012

Strangers,again

A year ago,this crazy special girl who i thought could never exist appeared infront of me and both of us got together but finally we ended up like this.
Like any couple,we started as strangers,when i was chasing her,i always wanted to know more about her,all i wanted is to hang out with her,the only person i wanted to talk to is her,she was the no.1 priority.the girl i was so crazy about turned out to be someone not so special anymore,it happened so gradually that i dont see it coming and i dont even remember what we were arguing about and finally we broke off.
This is where both of us start our new path back to where we started,strangers.
Changes happened so drastically that sometimes i had the urge to get back together to restore to whats normal but i knew it cant happen.i kept it to myself.
Although we try to forget the past and remain friends but it wouldnt be the same anymore.sometimes i even questioned myself,did this relationship happened before or it was just a dream?i dont know...
That stranger that was once the most important person in my life is now gone..but no matter what happens,life still goes on,
Even if life separates us and in different place,i would always remember the past of this period of time and i'll be thankful for you being through my life and i hope that wherever she is,she would also be thankful and thats the best i could wish for..i really hope she could find someone better than me because i knew i was a jerk..i hurt her too much and i couldnt bear with it,so i think its best for us to end it cos i dont want to see her suffer anymore..hope you have a better life..goodbye

Take care

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